Uncalled for

I guess my job is the type whereby if you understand the concept, everything will be made so much simpler.

But somehow it is not as fun as it should be...

Things are hard to grasp and I don’t feel like I’ve got a particular connection to it.

I think I’ll find the feeling for it.

I don’t know how long it’s going to take but I hope it isn’t too long... or I'll find myself in the deep abyss. PS: I am not going to exude any profanities.

:()